rest now it's over
.... My mother died last
she went peacefully in his sleep, the face was relaxed after I find the times I was there just exhausted and had seen schmerzverzehrt. I agree with the doctor agreed it was better not life-prolonging measures be introduced and more to plague her.
the logical part of me is happy for her, for the op cost is simply too much power
part in the emotional turmoil .... at least they had the day before yet discussed with my aunt how to go first ... then again in the oncology and hospice in one ... the spring they want to do again .... It would not be long she knew .... know this hurts
more so it hurts my fear kept me from the hospital away ... I was here when she was taken last week ..... was 14 bis 23 clock clock on their side was always worse than anything ..... Later, two times been there briefly, but her fatigue and pain, without the possibility to speak yet, I drove into the aligned ..... Relatives said that she would be better ... rearing the famous last as they say, awakened in us false hopes .... because yesterday when I went into hospital she was death in 15 minutes ... I was told they had gone to sleep peacefully ... I wish her all the best and hope she knew why I stayed away, and what an important pillar of my life they was
my brothers and I were then plans how to proceed now is to .... everyone tries to remember the other can not be how much it hurts ... we'll see how it all works
now it is over and all I have left is the battle against the accusations that I'm even .... everyone else, I just sprichtm free I can not currently even have to shake hands ... is still a very long way
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