Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Free Sample Confidentiality Clause In A Contract

rest now it's over

.... My mother died last

she went peacefully in his sleep, the face was relaxed after I find the times I was there just exhausted and had seen schmerzverzehrt. I agree with the doctor agreed it was better not life-prolonging measures be introduced and more to plague her.

the logical part of me is happy for her, for the op cost is simply too much power

part in the emotional turmoil .... at least they had the day before yet discussed with my aunt how to go first ... then again in the oncology and hospice in one ... the spring they want to do again .... It would not be long she knew .... know this hurts

more so it hurts my fear kept me from the hospital away ... I was here when she was taken last week ..... was 14 bis 23 clock clock on their side was always worse than anything ..... Later, two times been there briefly, but her fatigue and pain, without the possibility to speak yet, I drove into the aligned ..... Relatives said that she would be better ... rearing the famous last as they say, awakened in us false hopes .... because yesterday when I went into hospital she was death in 15 minutes ... I was told they had gone to sleep peacefully ... I wish her all the best and hope she knew why I stayed away, and what an important pillar of my life they was

my brothers and I were then plans how to proceed now is to .... everyone tries to remember the other can not be how much it hurts ... we'll see how it all works

now it is over and all I have left is the battle against the accusations that I'm even .... everyone else, I just sprichtm free I can not currently even have to shake hands ... is still a very long way

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Breakdown Of Fuedalism

it's back ...

the specter CANCER

we brought my mother because of the presumption of a herniated disc in the hospital .... We often lay beside it ..... so far eternal wait ..... bitchy sisters .... any time in the mrt and wait again .....

it's back ..... The specter CANCER ..... this time directly on the spine ... fist big ... an invertebrate, it has blown up and thus the paralysis caused .... yet to stolon to the rib and lung ...

by half past two to eleven I was at her side ... two hospitals (AK Harburg and st. Georgia) ... the pain ... was the helplessness .... with my father ... easier ... less connection, no awareness, less pain .... here ....

undergoes surgery tomorrow morning .... but only the vortex ... the tumor must be fought differently

you want to run away to hide and hide .... and still holds a one question on the bed .... WHO ELSE IS THERE AND MUST BE THERE .... and again the thoughts of escape ..... frustrating ... fear ....

it was already hard at my father ..... here it is so much harder ..... you do not know how far the nerve to recover ... you know nothing about the tumor ... only just big fist .... nursing care or a funeral soon .... or at recreation .....


I had hoped never again to taste the fear

ps I know that this is public record ... I do not care ....